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My MS Journey

2011 was a year of a new me. Not only did I become a Registered Nurse, but I also got diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis. My success and heartache summed up in one year.

What year did you get diagnosed with MS?

2011.

How supportive is your family?

My family has been supportive and helpful from day one, and continue to be. I would not be where I am today without them.

How do manage flare-ups?

It depends. On semi-bad days, I choose to stay in bed and rest. If I get a bad flare, I usually get steroid infusions.

What do you do to stay on top of your health?

I try to eat healthy, get regular exercise, stretch daily, and listen to my body.

  • Intermittently Interrupted 

    My life was interrupted the day I got diagnosed with MS.  I had plans… big plans… and they didn’t include a debilitating disease! 

    I was in my last semester of nursing school.  At age 38, that was a huge accomplishment. I worked full-time, overnights in a busy emergency department.  My kids were still young, and though my husband was amazing, they still needed mommy. 

    The symptoms were intermittent…. A few drops of some glasses, some numbness, tingling here and there.  My balance was off now and then.  I chucked most of it up to stress.  I mean… how many middle-aged women with two children, a husband, a full-time job, and a full-time student would not have stress? I had MRI’s, as I have suffered most of my life since my teen years with migraines.  But after a few times of odd things, my neurologist sent me for another one. 

    The one that came back abnormal…….lesions? What are they?

    When I followed up with him, he stated that it looked like MS, but that he was not a specialist for that, so he suggested I see someone who was.  Of course, I was in denial. I thought he didn’t know what he was talking about.  But after a few more symptoms, I did go to a “specialist”.  She came highly recommended and did not have the best bedside manner. But she did say the same…. Looked like MS.  Needed more tests to confirm.  I was not ready for that answer, so I chose to go on with my daily living and pretend that MRI never took place. 

    Then one night, it happened…. My left leg was numb.  I couldn’t walk. I had no feeling, not just the usual tingling, falling asleep feeling. To the ER I went… with hopes it was just a pinched nerve, or something that could be fixed with a shot.  Well…. Another MRI and more lesions…and another doctor saying the thing I did not want to hear.  

    I found, yet another doctor who specializes in this new thing they are saying I have.  He was kind, explained everything, and told me this was not the end of my plans….just an intermittent interruption. Denial was hard after all this, so I came to terms with my new way of life. New plans, new things ahead.  And the story continues……